Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Angel

Due to the stress of finals and the long hours of studying with no social life, I didn't do anything last weekend except go to mass with my family. It was weird though, I was at mass and for some reason, I just got really teary eyed. I have been uber emotional lately due to stress and just because I'm a girl but this time it was different. I felt as if it was a good cry, not a "I'm so stressed, I'm so sad" kind of a cry but a "wow I'm ok" kind of a cry. I know it doesn't make sense, but a part of me was really relieved. Like being there at that very moment made me realize how "ok" I really am. Comfortable with just me, gives me the freedom to be me, just me.

During the Homily, the priest says a couple of things that really stuck with me. One of those things is that, when the world "Angel" was used in the readings its meaning was not definite on whether the writers meant Angel as a being from heaven or Angel as meaning an ordinary person at the right place at the right time who made an impact on your life at that very moment. Crazy how everyone in your life, good or bad, have been people at the right time and at the right place shaping how the story of your life will play out. All I know is that I am really liking this chapter :)

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