Different

Had a family party/prayer last night for my Nanay's 40 Days. It was really good seeing everyone but it made it just a little more real that she's really gone. Family parties are a little less happy now a days without my grandma's presence. I miss her loud voice in the kitchen making sure everyone eats. But I know she wouldn't want us sad because she's gone. On a happier note, I got to see extended family which is always a good thing. Especially since all the older family members started families. There were actually babies and kids at our family party! I forgot how rowdy family parties can get with little munchkins running around!

Look at these Little CUTIES!!!