I don't know why I've been thinking about you lately. I think I'm just upset because I feel like without even knowing it you are holding me back from taking a risk. I want to believe in sincerity, love, and honesty. I want to feel lust, compassion, and trust. I want to be able to freely let go of my fears and hesitations but you hold me back. Without even knowing it you hold me back. I question every word said to me, every act of kindness, every hint of devotion because you tainted my perception of what is real and what is fake. Yet do not mistake my flaws for weakness, because when that day comes where I can fully give my all without taking one step back, it will be beautiful and I will have you to thank for showing me exactly what love is not.
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